Heartbroken bunny sub 💔

[SweetbunnyK]

I’m a heartbroken bunny sub 💔 (31, black, plus size female). No one wants to be my daddy. Maybe I don’t deserve one, or not lucky enough to get. It’s hurts so bad, I can’t stand the pain. Idk if it’s me being annoying or overwhelming or ugly. I just try to be kind and sweet. Im autistic and adhd so sometimes I don’t communicate the same or I get emotional and need comfort and reassurance more than average. I want to take care of my dom too. Listen about their day, and tell me what coworkers get on their nerves, massage knots from their shoulders, and be their stress relief but they seem to think it’s clingy and annoying. No matter how good I am it’s never enough. So many daddies in the past few months have let me down, ghosted me, find reasons to be mad and argue then ignore me, treated and talked me wrong, broke promises and threw me away like Im disposable to find someone else. I been crying for weeks and days bc of being thrown away and talked to poorly. I am close to giving up on this lifestyle bc I feel like I will never get what I crave and need. I want a daddy to give me structure, rules and guidance. I don’t want have to think or make decisions around them. Treat me like a soft angel and baby bunny and a princess. Give the princess treatment and after care. Lotion me, massage me, kiss my back and tell me what a good girl I been for taking it all like a good girl and treat me like a bad girl in the bed. Tell me you’re proud of me for trying new things for you. Talk me to while you’re in me and give me the sweetest whispers. Make me squirt which I never done and cum til I can’t anymore.  I have a high drive that hard to be kept up with. Buy me cute gifts, treats and rewards for being a good girl. Give me head pats, and tell me I’m a good girl. Call me the sweetest names. Let me have pacis and cute clothes and animal ears. Put my seatbelt on. Let me be little and submissive. Think for me because I think and care for others so much and have no time for me. All I do is work long hours and days, worry about work, errands, tasks, appointments and what bills need to be paid and how. I just want to be able to shut my brain off and be a silly bunny, be railed out of my senses. I have a partner but he doesn’t understand me or how to give me what I crave. I tried for years to teach it but it didn’t happen and now it’s complicated. I live in AL and would prefer irl, but please please please don’t approach me if you’re not serious, going to ghost or anything else like that or just want a quick bang. I can’t talk anymore disappointments and heartbreak. I just want to find my daddy. 

[PNW-GentleDaddy]

I can relate in my own way, and I feel your pain. All I should say here is this, and I know this may be corny, but I think this is so powerful - it helped me shape my life when I was down, really really down. I want to share it with you, but you need to read it and apply it and run thought experiments as you read it, p- reflections of your own life regarding the lesson being taught. This is a free book - pdf version - titled The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle, He is exceptional and deff worth investigating into, learn about him, his past, read his book, apply the messages and lessons to your own life, adapt your own model / construct or logic - then respond / act with the new programming. I know my description may be corny or whatever but its the only way I know how to describe it. And if you ever wanna chat, just say hi and tell me whats up? :) Hoping you well and the best. 

https://ia600709.us.archive.org/11/items/psicology/The Power of Now_a Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment_ Eckhart Tolle%2C 1999 - Eckhart Tolle.pdf