Hello. I am Tarris, I am new to this site.

[tarrisd41]

I am Tarris and I am young. I have been aware of my DDLG dynamic for some time now, I just turned 18 and am now exploring life as an adult. Sometimes, I feel like life is going to be overwhelming. I don't have many friends but the ones I have I keep very close. I appreciate them and their gift to life. One of them mentioned this site as a means for me to cope and learn to grow with others who may be like minded or like spirited. So here I am. 

I am looking to connect with other littles like me so I can learn and grow and build a foundation. I am not sure of what else to say really. I like cartoons and playing with my friends, I like shopping and going camping. I read books and am not very active on the Internet. I go to church with mom and dad and I volunteer in my community.

About my little space, I like to curl up and be made to feel safe and wanted and loved. I get especially horny when cuddling but never had the experience of being wanted or desired. As I said I am young and I mostly keep my sexual and emotional desires private. My sexual desire is really strong and I want to find a daddy that will help me with my dirty perverted little mind. I never had a bf before and wouldn't know what to do with one if I had. I know I want my daddy to love me and please me and use me like a good little girl. I am very shy but have deep emotional desires of being held tightly while being used for pleasure. I wanna please my daddy so badly, I just need to know how to make him mine! I wanna be a good little good girl for my daddy. 

Is all of this normal? I am afraid to tell my mom. Do girls always feel this way when they are my age?