Hopeful

[Jay4113]

Hey all, I am new to trying to be a daddy. I want to find someone nice and kind. It's nerve wracking to do. With how judgemental the world is I am afraid of showing my soft side. Society pushes men to be strong and firm but judges too harshly when we do. I am not looking to dominate anyone but to share this side of me. I like the idea of caring for someone who cares for me to. How do I know when to open up? After all I have been through (betrayal and abuse) its difficult to find the courage to look for someone again. I know this sounds sad and all. I am not looking for pity or anything like that. I've gotten so lonely these past years. I hope someday I can find a happy and healthy little who can be patient with me while I heal. I don't expect someone to "fix" me. Just someone who will be patient while I do the work. I feel like I am rambling here.

If there is anyone who will be willing to share their story let me know.

Thank you to anyone willing to listen. 

-A hopeful daddy