tired of talking to skulls

[Dreamy.notsorry]

I've been on my own for too long and I would like to chat with nice, friendly people. Not looking for anything serious.

I just....

I'vve been reading shakespear, sheet music, and self help books. Pleassssseeee help distract me from me.

I am my own worse nightmare trapped in a haunted house. Ask me anything

[Grandpa Hawkeye]

Do you play an instrument, or was reading sheet music just an expression of how bored you are?

[Dreamy.notsorry]

anyone can pick up an instrument and play it. how well they can do is the question. 

I was looking at this https://imslp.org/wiki/Main_Page

i'm still trying to find what I was really looking at but I was also just thinking about buying a flute or a different woodwind instrument. 

So both, to answer your question

[littleprincess21]

13 hours ago, Dreamy.notsorry said:

I've been on my own for too long and I would like to chat with nice, friendly people. Not looking for anything serious.

I just....

I'vve been reading shakespear, sheet music, and self help books. Pleassssseeee help distract me from me.

I am my own worse nightmare trapped in a haunted house. Ask me anything

Hey breathe for a moment we all have been in your shoes once or twice maybe more and we are all out worse nightmare because we find a of what or how we should look or act well that's not true okay don't put yourself in a box on how you should act or not be yourself no matter what and you will find that being you yourself is way better then trying to be someone your not okay reading all that stuff is good but are you comfortable in your skin reading then if not then stop from what makes you happy and feels right now every little is are the same some with everything else what might fit for one will not fit for anyone else so fine what makes you you and be happy with who you are☺️😊

[Dreamy.notsorry]

I am a reader, always have been. I consider myself creative in any place or situation. also the haunted house is real. I live in a family home with my deceased relatives and my living mother. my great grandparents built it while living in the basement during the 1940s.  I fully believe that I am talking to my g-grandmother about how she designed the home and then told my g-grandfather where to put stuff.  I did a tarot reading this morning. Only good vibes from here for the week. 

 

I am comfortable in who I am and my Truth. other people have wanted to cage me for my own safety but in the end I would hurt myself worse than if I was left alone, as I need to be sometimes. Other peoples demands, commands, controlling tendencies and "fixer uppers" are not my business until I feel like an equal partner with anyone. otherwise I just agree to go along until I can't. that was my first and last dynamic/relationship concerning DDLG. 

I'm listening to fantasia and coloring so far today. also house chores 😞 

I haven't found a good enough book to dig into except self help and grief counseling / journaling. I haven't had the attention span or time to sit.

I'm slowing things down for myself. I need to be quite selfish sometimes to know my own mind. 

thank you for responding to my post. 

[Tendillo]

14 hours ago, Dreamy.notsorry said:

Pleassssseeee help distract me from me.

It's hard to be ourselves sometimes, isn't it? 

But, you're right, we do need to be selfish, to know our own mind.

Don't allow yourself to be caged or directed, just try to breathe deep and listen to your own voice.

And, welcome ...

[Dreamy.notsorry]

54 minutes ago, Tendillo said:

And, welcome ...

thanks friend. I appreciate your words. I'm definitely doing my own thing but I want to talk to others on here for a perspective adjustment. echo chambers and all that good stuff Lol