I am a reader, always have been. I consider myself creative in any place or situation. also the haunted house is real. I live in a family home with my deceased relatives and my living mother. my great grandparents built it while living in the basement during the 1940s. I fully believe that I am talking to my g-grandmother about how she designed the home and then told my g-grandfather where to put stuff. I did a tarot reading this morning. Only good vibes from here for the week.
I am comfortable in who I am and my Truth. other people have wanted to cage me for my own safety but in the end I would hurt myself worse than if I was left alone, as I need to be sometimes. Other peoples demands, commands, controlling tendencies and "fixer uppers" are not my business until I feel like an equal partner with anyone. otherwise I just agree to go along until I can't. that was my first and last dynamic/relationship concerning DDLG.
I'm listening to fantasia and coloring so far today. also house chores 😞
I haven't found a good enough book to dig into except self help and grief counseling / journaling. I haven't had the attention span or time to sit.
I'm slowing things down for myself. I need to be quite selfish sometimes to know my own mind.
thank you for responding to my post.