(24M EU) A bundle of squishy purrs seeking a soft mommy (EU OR UK ONLY)

[Actual Valentine]

Name: Valentine
Age 24 (soon 25)
Little Age: Unknown (Haven't had the chance to explore my little side)
Role: Switch, Little, Kitten, Sadistic, a complex bundle of emotions and sensations
Location: Europe, Italy. (Seeking to move to either Northern Europe or UK or Canada in the near future)
Sexual Orientation: Complicated. Interest in women however.
Looking for: Soft Mommy
Polyamory , Monogamous: Monogamous. Can be poly if you want a girlfriend but she has to love us both! Otherwise, strictly monogamous!

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Oh boy. This is gonna be a ride! Greetings, well met dearest ones and welcome to my post!

My name's Valentine. Yes, yes it actually is Valentine. I was named after my father who was named after his own. 

Background!
Ever since I was a toddler, I was surrounded by cats. I was raised around them and.. maybe a bit by them too? It's a bit of a strange world out there.
Even nowadays, I own a cat. You can see her on my profile. Her name is Claire, she's 11 years old Tabby and she's well trained by yours truly! Very obedient, very affectionate, a giant purring machine, lot of loves, adores belly lovings, sleeps around me, talks to me often, she even let me pet her kitties when she had them literally a few days after! Not to mention she slept on me while she was pregnant before we fixed her. But enough about her!

I was pretty much named by my neighborhood the '' Cat Guy '' because I hung out more with cats than I did with humans. I climbed trees to get them off the branches that they got stuck on to, I knew where every cat litter was, I always fed them, always hung around them and protected them from kids that wanted to bully them. Even as a child, I used to exhibit a lot of cat like behavior. I used to meow like a kitten before puberty, nowadays, that's a skill long gone *sad noises* But never the less, the rest has pretty much stood with me!

Who are you though and what do you do in life?
Greetings! My name's Valentine. I'm 24 (almost 25) years old from Bulgaria, living in Italy as of the past 11 years or so. By trade, I'm an Industrial Graphic Designer. The ones that work with Photoshop, Illutrator and Indesign and then use gigantic printing machines that go as far several rooms worth of.. well, machinery! I do however, work as a security guard or have been for the past.. almost one year now? 

I've done plenty of things in life. From climbing Bulgaria's tallest mountain with my father when he was still alive, to diving in huge depths without gear in our own black sea because.. I'm a cat fish I guess? To surviving gang violence because we have those in my hometown, to falling asleep on trees, to spending weeks camping outside in forests near the sea, to falling in love with people I'd never meet, to saying and doing really stupid things in life, to.. well, a lot of other things! 

Currently, I'm working as a full time security guard and receptionist. It doesn't pay as much but it covers what I need. I've deleted every single game on my PC, left every single kind of social media, I've stopped freelance working and I'm pretty much just focusing on me right now. Work, gym, Overwatch 2, sleeping, cooking, repeat.

Games? Hobbies? Interests?
Frankly speaking as mentioned above, I've quit doing everything I was previously. It was a hard decision but, I'm feeling a lot better just having 2-3 things to do in my own life right now and to focus on. At least when it comes to only myself. 

I've played a lot of games in the past from single players to multiplayers, pvps and such. But the only game I play right now is Overwatch 2 and would like to stick to it because I don't want to get back into gaming currently. Life has waited too long for me and I know it's a deal breaker, but I'd like someone to be okay with this and pursue this future with me where eventually, we'd do more together.

Music wise, I'd like to surprise you! I have spotify. We can listen to songs together. I'll give you a list of songs and you can get the gist of what I listen to. Lyrics to me are VERY important and so are instruments. Let that be enough of a hint as we go on forward!

I'm a huge nerd but mostly on the inside. I don't have figurines, figmas, collections, etc. I'd love to eventually. I'd love to also get into DND and other such things in the future. But mostly, I'm seeking a Duo to play competitive games with, climb ladders, make memories and take down toxic kids together. (I refuse to play Valorant and League, just an FYI for the sake of my mental health. Please understand)

I do love anime, I do love mangas, I do love movies and series if I vibe with them. I do love storytime and I do love art. I mean, I'm terrible at it. But I'm a god damned graphic designer. You'd have to be a whole bunch of dumdums to do graphic design AND not like art. 

Mental health! 
Oh boy, my favorite part! Yes me dumdum. No but seriously. I have a few things going on. Severe depression which I am working on with therapy and medicine, panic attacks which I'm also working on with therapy and medicine and said panic attacks may lead to potential heart failure in the future but not if I'm there to fight it! And well, sleepies. I have a Psychologist and I have a Psychiatrist (which are two different things, yes) that I talk to and that I am working with. I am NOT leaving my issues to follow me around and I am taking care of me, every day, for the better sake of my own life.

All that said, I also have a somewhat complex Dissociation issue (not D.I.D) which pretty much.. works like.. well, how do I put it. I see the world from a third person view as well a my whole body. There's the physical body, the thoughts and the emotions. Its like how a PC has Motherboard, RAM, CPU, GPU, etc. But instead, its me. This also leads to several factors to be taken into consideration. You know Aspergers? How everything is like.. very loud, very bright, very disturbing and brings anxiety? I also have similar symptoms at times. I feel and perceive things that others don't, sometimes more, sometimes less. That said, I am VERY DENSE in certain aspects. I STRUGGLE with hints. You hungry and tell me you're not but then get angry if I don't get the hint? Please don't. Just tell me. 

Alright, so, what are you looking for?
Mommy milkies squishies lovies snuggles! Yes but, let's be more specific here.
I seek a woman from the EU, between the age of 21 and 35, who is interested in what I have to offer while I take everything she has to offer. A woman that is happy to nurture and care, someone whom I can lay against and whenever I need to, cry my pains away, a woman that I can adore and worship and be the Number #1 Simp King for (healthy simp, not the self harming one). A woman that can take the lead but also know how to give it away as well. Someone who adores attention, loyalty, dedication, love, appreciation, to be treated like a queen but also to be happy to receive the love I need to give, the way I need to give it as well to her. My numero due, my player two, the Sword and Shield to the Armor that I will provide for her. 

A woman that wants clear sincere and transparent communication, someone who is seeking to give emotional comfort and problem solve while being given a problem solving and emotional supporting bundle of purrs in return, someone with high libido that knows how to demand but also how to beg. Someone with masochistic tendencies that loves to be put in her place and properly marked, bred and adored but also to make me feel like a puddle of qwrjqnfarhkrmthklegkfnlq if you get what I mean. An adult that will put a leash on this havoc wrecking world dominating universe conquering cat and will accompany it to piss everyone off without in the funniest ways possible. 

A woman that can hold her promises and that will not repeat herself like a Skyrim NPC that I just happened to press '' Talk '' to twice by mistake. Someone who has ambitions for a better future. A woman that looks good, takes care of herself but needs someone to do the things that her body, mind and soul need that she cannot provide for herself.

A woman that understands that everything good in this world requires time, patience, understanding, circumstance and isn't going to try and make everything work immediately. Someone who is willing to forgive and help become better together. A woman, that will help me become a better man while in return, I help her become a better woman as well.

A woman with similar kinks as myself, desires and needs. 

Physical aspect!
I'm someone who works out. I've done martial arts, swimming and I did 1 year of junior bodybuilding at the age of 16. While now at 25, I do have fat that I'm working on getting rid of, I'd like you to be either slim, normal, soft in the right places or muscular. I don't mind women that are slightly bigger like thighs and ass and breasts and all but I am not interest in plus sized women. This has more to do with trauma than not. My father passed away at the age of 51 because he was morbidly obese. His digestive system failed, he was operated and a year later, passed away. My mother's next partner instead had heart failure due to his obesity and other problems caused by it. I do not want to suffer the same mistake myself or my partner either. 

Otherwise, if I have to dwell on my fantasy a bit more, I love women who cosplay, women who do make up, women who have average or large breasts since I am obsessed with them, women with good hygiene that smell good and are clean, body hair generally is a nono for me as I personally take care of mine. I'm doing laser therapy for the armpits and pubes and other regions in the future when I get back in shape. You don't need to remove everything but, you get the gist. I also do facial skin care and other things like that because skin care is important! And mine is.. well, sensitive.

I do not care about your height or your voice. Nor do I care if you work out or not as long as you're in normal shape. Or if you are like me and like to work out, even better! I am not a gym rat though. By no means.  But I do encourage healthy lifestyle and work towards it. Ever met someone who drinks 4L of water a day? Here I am.

I'm also a huge fan of aesthetics in general so if you have something that you put a lot of effort into and love dolling up, I WILL PUT THE WORLD ON IT'S KNEES FOR YOU. Even you website admins >:C

Also long hair. Whether it is to the shoulders or below, I love long hair. For me it's like, long hair, eyes, breasts, tummy, thighs. In no particular order. 

Kinks, BDSM, lifestyle!
Lets try to make this somewhat simple so we can have something to discuss:

Communication, aftercare and consent. We are adults doing things that we agree upon as adults. Therefore, we are responsible towards each other and ourselves for the consequences of our actions whether they are positive or negative and will always work for the better and never worse of the other person.

Me as dominant:
Sadistic, can be rough yet can be gentle, adores to edge, choke and pull hair, wasting seed is a no-go, it only goes in and nowhere else but inside regardless of where that inside of you is, psychological games, conditioning and triggers, ice, wax, knives, sensory play, cockwarming, the list goes on.

Me as submissive: 
Relatively obedient yet bratty at times, enjoys to poke fun and make things more difficult but remains obedient, a huge explorer and open minded to new ideas, doesn't feel much pain so no pleasure there for me, enjoys soft and gentle treatment and lots of lovings.

Lifestyle:
I AM THE SIMP OF SIMPS! AND I WILL PAW AT THE DOOR IF YOU GO POOP FOR TOO LONG WITHOUT ME!
Well yes. You're adopting a cat. I am very much like a cat and I've embraced it. No, not to the point of eating from a bowl or sleeping in a cage. But I love high places, I love exploring, I love napping, I love cuddling, I love serving, I love being a little diva, I love begging for attention, I love being taken care of, I love getting in the way of you doing your thing just so you can focus on me for a bit but I do enjoy helping you out at the same time too.

I'll share a lot of things with you, I'll try to make you happy to the best of my capabilities and if I can't right away, I'll make sure to learn to do so with the right rewards and encouragement. I'm in love with breasts so yours will often be put into use because yes breasts. I'll wake you up with kisses and lovings and will demand morning breeding to start the day. That kind of thing.

Important note: 
I do not plan to have kids. In fact, I plan to have a vasectomy in the near future as well. Please be warned about this. I want to dedicate my life to me, my partner and our furbabies. Preferably cats too. You can never have just me as a cat in the house. 

Real life, LDR, etc.
Here's the thing. I am seeking for something IRL. I want to move together and live this life together. I do not want to just to LDR. And frankly, I've had enough of LDR. I'm tired of LDRs. I'm tired of people being fake, of promises never obtained, of words that just persuade, of time wasted. Yes we can start LDR and go into IRL as well, we are here on the internet, but I want to see you on camera, talk to you, be human with you. I want the real thing. I don't want just e-dating and all that internet fantasy jazz. 

I think that's about it! For the rest, can always do Discord if you need to. 

[Actual Valentine]

Bump!