HarleyQuinn

after having been single for a year and finally getting the courage to date again, I met a man off of Fetlife this passed Christmas. He was the most Dominant man I had ever met, charming, sexy and funny and we seemed to have everything in common. what was even more amazing is the fact that he was a Christian like me. Yes I am a Kinky Christian lol. Well we ended up getting serious very fast, and we totally fell in love. We are both very passionate people and a little crazy. the problem was he took the Dom/sub thing to a much more extreme level than I ever thought I would be into. What’s weird is that he scared the hell out of me quite a few times though I admit I enjoyed the adrenaline rush. But he could honestly be extremely mean and abusive. So I had to force myself away from him because I still have feelings that I can’t control. Anyway I just thought I would get that out of the way lol. I’m a very honest and open person. The rest of my profile below was copied from my Fetlife profile. I am trying to get the courage to date again. My profile pictures are recent. I'm a 43 year old woman which feels weird for me to think about, but I've always been a little girl inside and I guess I always will be. People have always told me that I look younger than I am. Gray hair does not run in my family and I never dye my hair. I still have my original brown hair color. Honestly I've also never really liked makeup. I will occasionally wear light makeup once in a while, but most of the time I really don't like having it on my face. I've been blessed with clear skin my whole life so I honestly never needed it. I'm not bragging about that but I feel lucky that I've always had clear skin. I also have NO piercings. Not even my ears are pierced. I've always been very feminine but I have never liked wearing jewelry. I just find it annoying and unnecessary. I guess I've always been different in that way. I've also never liked tattoos so I have none of those either lol. I have no kids. I have never even been pregnant, nor have I ever been married. I've had several serious long-term relationships. I have to admit that none of the men in my passed serious relationships have been nearly Dominant enough for me, and that true “spark” never seemed to be there. The only one who seemed to be able to light that spark was the last guy I just dated, and he turned out to be a psycho. Just my luck lol. Honestly I am also a serious Christian with a very close relationship with the LORD Jesus Christ. Lots of people may find that odd, but it really isn't. I am very much interested in the idea of "Christian Domestic Discipline" because the Bible actually does support Wives being Submissive to their husbands. I know society seems to be very much against this idea today, but in my heart I know it's the truth. Because I've actually had two life changing Supernatural encounters with Jesus Christ that transformed me into the passionate believer that I am today. My first encounter was in 2012, and then the next one in 2014. It was pretty incredible. I have to be clear that I have no interest in the idea of children getting spanked, nor do I have any interest in the idea of blood relatives spanking each other. I was NOT spanked growing up and the only spanking I really believe in is between adult couples. I know some Bible believers argue that spanking children is what God wants, and I know those types might call me weird, but I feel in my heart that God prefers it between a husband and a Wife. And I would never lie to myself because I know damn well I have a sexual fetish for being spanked, Dominated and humiliated by a hot, manly, Dominant and very strict Christian "Daddy Dom" who wants me to be his "baby girl" and maybe train me to be his "Trad Wife." Lol. I have so much more I wanna sat but there isn't enough room. So if you wanna know more just ask. Also sorry for looking kind of slobbish in some of my pics. Was just goofing around my house the passed couple of weeks lol.