Sweet little girl looking for a mommy

[Floatyduck14]

You can call me Ducky if you please. I’ll share my real name is we actually connect on a deep enough level and get to that point. Otherwise Ducky is just fine for now.

To bring this to the top of my bio I am looking for an AFAB individual in terms of a dynamic. So if you are not AFAB please do not message me about interest in a dynamic. To give you a TDLR I’m looking for a MDLG (CG/L and ABDL aspects) dynamic with a mix of bathroom control incorporated. I would prefer to primarily be the little/baby as well as be the one in control of my partners bladder.

I’m 32 years old. AFAB (Assigned Female At Birth) and I mostly align with being a woman. I don’t really subscribe to gender so I’d consider myself more Agender but I’ll answer to pretty much anything. Doesn’t really matter to me. I live in Illinois. An important fact about me is that I am sober. Just plain sober not California sober. I don’t drink any alcohol or do any drugs. I do smoke nicotine though so if that’s a deal breaker I get it. I vape not really into cigarettes. But I am sober due to substance abuse issues. So it’s pretty important I stay away from Alcohol altogether. I go to therapy every single week. I’ve been in therapy a lot of my life. I work at night. I have a very weird schedule I go to work in the middle of the night and get off mid morning. I’ve been through a lot of mental health programs because my brain decided to go wuuuuut for a while in my 20’s but I have always struggled with mental health for as long as I can remember. The anxiety hit me young as heck. I live at home with family so I am not able to host. My privacy is also very limited. Which causes as many problems as you think it does. So you’ll have to bare with me for fun times when I am home if we get to that point. I think that is most of the core details about me.

As far as hobbies go I’m definitely more of a home body. I enjoy being at home where my stuff is. Convenience and comfort for the win. I watch a lot of tv and play video games fairly often. Right now I play on Xbox. I also have a switch. In the future I’d like to get a PlayStation again and a PC. Those are the two biggest things I do in my free time. Other hobbies and activities I enjoy consist of : Text role play, Zoos, Theatre, Musical Theatre, Chatting online, Festivals, Live music, Music, Podcasts, The occasional audiobook, Writing fanfiction I will never finish (Faberry is my otp), I guess engaging in the sober community is a hobby, and going to parks to swing on the swings and listen to music.

I am looking for a very specific kind of dynamic that I don’t even know exists. But I’m going to give it a shot. So here we go. I am looking for a dynamic with an AFAB individual who is a dominant leaning switch. I am a sub leaning switch so that is the best dynamic I think would work. The type of dynamic I am looking for is very specific. So bear with me. I am looking for someone who would enjoy being a mommy dom/caregiver. I definitely am more interested in the caregiving aspect than the dominant aspect. I do enjoy being dominated sexually however the dynamic that I’m looking for the domination would consist of more mental/practical domination and guidance. I am looking for someone that wants to really get into the aspects of the nonsexual side of age regression, care, and guidance. For example things like schedules, productivity, discipline, self care. I enjoy things like being read to, being fed, being dressed up especially in age play clothing (In private or ethically appropriate settings), cuddling, being sang to or humming. Very little/adult baby activities. Breast feeding is a big interest of mine and I would like for that to be heavily involved as well. That is what I’m looking for primarily when it comes to that aspect of the dynamic.

Onto the next aspect the switch for me. I have always had a very deep fascination with pee desperation. Specifically pee desperation. I love watching someone especially women struggle, thrive, and suffer through having a full bladder. Omorashi is my absolute number one fetish. I fantasize all the time about having a partner who enjoys having a full bladder often (health and safety are important factors here in terms of frequency). In my ideal dynamic the submissive side of my partner would heavily revolve around pee desperation. Whether that be bathroom control, schedule holds, holds on a whim, all of the above. However it works out what matters to me is that I get to be dominant over someone’s experience while having a full bladder and that it is something they enjoy and crave as much as I do. A not I must add is that I do not hold my bladder myself or participate in bathroom control on the receiving end. I physically cannot do it anymore due to a bladder condition. I can hold to a certain point and then I have to stop to prevent infection, agitation, or exacerbated chronic health symptoms. I very rarely hold at all and when I do I have to be very careful and listen to my body if it tells me to stop.

Onto the third part of the dynamic the sexual domination. In this aspect I feel that it could go either way depending on the vibe, the day and the way the wind blows. Whether my partner is more submissive or I am more submissive can change and I expect it to if someone is a switch. I personally lean more towards a bottom and more sexually submissive however I have topped and I have dominated certain people. In this aspect it really depends on if the dynamic is long distance or in person what is on the table. Online I feel that we would have to discus what we wanted and see if we can make a compromise and or agree on mutual wants and needs. For me personally masturbating alone is very important to me so I need time to do that. When it comes to adding another person into the mix I am into toys especially clit suckers, wands, dildos, bullets, rabbits, and the occasional butt plug. I like being tied up and have a big interest in bondage and shibari. I have yet to try shibari but I really want to. Eating pussy. Fingering. Blind folds. Sensory play. Edging but I am very out of practice. Exhibition. Lingerie I don’t own any anymore but I enjoy it. I do love when people squirt. Sensual massage. Body worship. Voyeurism. Voice kink is very big for me. I can’t think of anymore off the top of my head but I will add them if I do.

Some things that are important to me in a relationship: It’s important to me that we talk often. I don’t see a dynamic working out if my partner doesn’t have the time to communicate. Whether it is just to enjoy each other’s company or to have an important conversation. I’d like to see my partner at least once every two weeks if not more. I’d like to talk to them on the phone at least every other day if not more. And I’d like to text with them many times through the day. It’s also important to me that there is very open and honest communication. I don’t want to question what is going on in my partners life or feel like I am in the dark when it comes to situations or topics that directly affect me. Having a good sense of boundaries is also important. It’s important to me that a relationship is a priority and not something put on the back burner for when someone has time.

Some deal breakers for me. I absolutely will not play or engage with someone physically unless they have proof of a recent ten panel STD/I test. Yes that includes herpes 1 and 2. I am negative for both and I’d like to keep it that way.

I am not interested in wearing diapers 24/7 or in public. The only time I wear diapers in public is when I absolutely have to because of a bladder disorder that flares up every so often.

I am open to monogamy however I do like to have or be open to connections that are very emotionally intimate (sometimes sexual online very rarely in person) and may make strict monogamous individuals uncomfortable so that would have to be discussed. If someone were to fully fulfill all of the needs mentioned above I’d most likely be willing to go full monogamous.

I can’t think of anymore off the top of my head but will do more if I do.

So if you have gotten this far thank you for reading. I appreciate you. And if this sounds like you go ahead and message me.