Amber

My mother passed away yesterday due to stage 4 cervical cancer and I just needed to get it off my chest. I am someone who has a hard time telling other my feelings, and my dad knows that, so he is scared that I might spiral and give in to my depression that I already had. He’s not wrong either, I was thinking of that but decided against it. Honestly, I am not doing to good. My mother was like my anchor and best friend. She is the only thing that kept me alive, and without her, I feel like an empty shell. I just wanted to get this off my chest. I know it won’t make me feel better, but at least I talked about it, even if nobody replies.

Hiiiii! I am Amber and I am 20 years old (5-9 little age). I am new to DDlg and have never had a daddy before. I also never had enough privacy to fully submerse in my little headspace. I like the color purple, anything artsy, animals and I like glitter, or anything shiny.