Relie

My name is ray im 26f and my birthday is really soon so I'll be 27. I'm also from midwest usa. I'm not sure if its the right place to ask but I'm looking for a nonsexual caregiver who would like to be my friend. I am a little and age regress most of the time, which in all honesty i dont know much of why but would like to know more about it. I'm already in a long relationship but they arent interested in humoring me. Which sometimes hurts really bad. I just want someone older to share what I do with who enjoys seeing or hearing about it even if its not normal adult stuff. I've gotten permission for this much so I'm not breaking rules. I like arts and crafts but no one to show and I like making food and baking but its not fun alone. Ideally we would talk on discord if you have one too?