lonely princess

I am pleased to say that I'm signing a new lease today.  I'm happy that I will be moving back into my own space, with my gatto princessa.  I haven't lived alone for 1 1/2 years.  I miss it.  Though, I'm not going to decorate floor to ceiling as I did in my last house.  I'm really just going to use the living room to exercise and stretch, and the bed room to rest and not rest.  It's felt kinda like my life has been on hold for a few months.  I really enjoyed a pretty emotionally unavailable daddy.  I'm sure  that he needed the love because he's  a bit cold.  At least I am not, but for a while it felt a bit cold.  It's just when you are in a relation and open and the other closes down, it left me still feeling open.  And though I craved my affections from him.  I accept that his affections aren't mine.  I'm pretty sure I won't be longing for someone for much longer... but who knows. I spend most of my life happily  single and unattached.  I was looking for an older friend that is more skilled, intelligent and probably more educated than me.  I like having someone learn from.  I've always been this way.  I was looking for a friend, but at times I am open to more.  I might just be more open now.  Time will tell how these things settle.  I was surprised to see how many daddies in their 50's aren't here : (.  I know they exist, and I  hope they're  out there  getting good luv...  As for me... Where's my  grown daddy. ❤️  Be well.  Happy weekend to all.  Happy Birthday to the Geminis.<3